Anyway, I dont wish for contacts with families. Especially
my mother's side.
I am okay with cousins, but we all drew apart after what
happened between our parents.
My mother was the prettiest, bitchi-ess, youngest &
bimbo-ess of the family.
And we suffered for it. Personally
and socially. its almost psychotic. We are the
losers from that side of the family.
On my fathers side, its about the same, the damages my mother
did, and my father's new families, it just made us
different and difficult to bond with my fathers side aunt and so
on.
And my personal issue with my brother and mother....life is just
heck.
I wouldnt mind visiting my ex hub's family. but then, they
have new daughter in law, new grandchildren. Not really nice
of me to show up.
